The ULTIMATE Frustration!!!!!!!

So one of my older posts was a frustration list... well this frustration takes all those and is about 1 bajillion times more frustrating.... FLAKY PEOPLE!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!

I just got to harrisburg and got all settled, i made some friends, got asked to speak in church, got invited to go to some baseball games, got a gym pass and was put on this families car insurance and guess what?! that was all a waste!!!! This stupid family i am working for came into my room last night totally UNEXPECTED and were like so this isn't working out... we don't want a nanny anymore!! AHHHHH!!!!!! i wanted to scream i was soo angry! Especially because they did this to me once already!!!! When i applied for the job they offered it to me, i accepted and then they changed their mind said they wanted me to come and guess what they changed their mind again!!!!! I am sooooooo dang upset right now!!!! How can you be so indecisive?!?!?

So, now i am back to being stressed trying to find a dang job again which is driving me crazy!! I hate this! Sending out hundreds of emails and just waiting for people to email me back!! it is sooo annoying!!!!! And i so badly want to stay on the east coast!! i love it sooo much out here and i am just praying that i can find as good of a job that i had!

Anyways that is my Ultimate frustration! So if you don't want to frustrate me don't be flaky, otherwise i might just EXPLODE!!!!!!

Wish me luck on my stupid job hunt!!! AHHHH!!!!!